This is so sad, the first time I heard it, I almost cried...
When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour spent together
Lives within my heart
And when she was sad
I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy so was I
When she loved me
Through the summer and the fall
We had each other that was all
Just she and I together
Like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely
I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me
So the years went by
I stayed the same
But she began to drift away
I was left alone
Still I waited for the day
When she'd say
I will always love you
Lonely and forgotten
Never thought she'd look my way
And she smiled at me
And held me
Just like she used to do
Like she loved me
When she loved me
When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour spent together
Lives within my heart
When she loved me....
SO SAD! I TEARED UP JUST WRITING IT!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=tt4wpEygT9Q : the song being sung by Jordan Pruitt
Monday, June 28, 2010
VEG-POST: Gummy Worms
http://hubpages.com/hub/How-to-make-VEGAN-Gummi-Worms
The recipe has one ingredient I'm not familiar with; agar agar powder.
The rest of the ingredients seem pretty simple: corn starch, fruit juice, and salt. I hope that these taste like ACTUAL gummy worms.....
ALSO you need a "worm mold" and a "smashin' plate"
Kinda confusing instructions, but I'm gonna try it!
I
WILL
REPOST
WITH
RESULTS!
The recipe has one ingredient I'm not familiar with; agar agar powder.
The rest of the ingredients seem pretty simple: corn starch, fruit juice, and salt. I hope that these taste like ACTUAL gummy worms.....
ALSO you need a "worm mold" and a "smashin' plate"
Kinda confusing instructions, but I'm gonna try it!
I
WILL
REPOST
WITH
RESULTS!
Long time no post
So it has been a while since I last posted, and I'm gonna update this blog!
I am now vegetarian, so I will be making VEG-BLOG posts every now and then of recipes for candies or other treats that can be made without the use of animal products!
I will continue posting up VANITY PLATE PIXS
HOWEVER, I will not be posting my day to day activities, for it takes too long.
I will rant every now and then, so don't worry, you will still get to hear about the wonderful drama of the kitty (me).
I am also going to post song lyrics that catch my attention, so be on the look out for that :D
I am now vegetarian, so I will be making VEG-BLOG posts every now and then of recipes for candies or other treats that can be made without the use of animal products!
I will continue posting up VANITY PLATE PIXS
HOWEVER, I will not be posting my day to day activities, for it takes too long.
I will rant every now and then, so don't worry, you will still get to hear about the wonderful drama of the kitty (me).
I am also going to post song lyrics that catch my attention, so be on the look out for that :D
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Monday, June 14, 2010
Sleepy Poem
Why should it matter that I sleep alone tonight?
I should be used to it by now
But sleeping next to you feels so right
I wonder if I can even remember how
To get comfortable without your arms
Without you pressed against me
Knowing that dreams of lakes and farms
have nothing on this boy that I see
But don't we all die alone?
So why should one night matter
Maybe to wake up another day grown
Whether skinneir or fatter
And to feel cared for
Right when you wake up
To not have to ask for anything more
But to say "mornin, 'sup?"
Frog
I should be used to it by now
But sleeping next to you feels so right
I wonder if I can even remember how
To get comfortable without your arms
Without you pressed against me
Knowing that dreams of lakes and farms
have nothing on this boy that I see
But don't we all die alone?
So why should one night matter
Maybe to wake up another day grown
Whether skinneir or fatter
And to feel cared for
Right when you wake up
To not have to ask for anything more
But to say "mornin, 'sup?"
Frog
Friday, June 11, 2010
Thusday
So I woke up at 6am and updated my blog. I spent 2 HOURS writing about saturday to wednesday. I felt so proud of myself when I finished,
Then I went downstairs and cleaned up the basement a bit. I saw my doggie and she got up off of her comfy couch, wagged her tail, and ran over to me when she saw that I had a treat in my hand!!
***SIDENOTE***We got my doggie from a petsmart adoption drive, and she was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO scared! She wouldnt even walk around. It was almost impossible to get her in the car to take her home, and when we took her home, she hid inbetween our sheds where no one could get to her. It took us weeks for her to get comfortable with just broham and me, and she still isnt comfortable with the rest of the fam. She doesnt usually wag her tail, she always hids her head, and gets REALLY scared whenever there are visitors. We dont know how old she is, because the adoption people said "from 2-3 years old" while the vet said "from 3-6 years old". Also her supposed original weight was "50lbs" she is apparently over 100lbs!!! Padre has been fighting me about keeping doggie since I got her, and I have taken on the full responsibility of feeding her, giving her attention, taking her out and walking her***SIDENOTE***
Also when I sat down with doggie today, she walked OVER broham to get to me and I petted her for a good while.
Then I went to the grocery store, and got the food madre requested.
Afterwards I came home, showered and went with Shaggy over to the watering hole he had been telling me about. We had to walk deep into a forest and when we got there we had to walk a mile on sharp rocks. The water was SOOO COLD! But I still had fun. We threw around a football for a little while until we got too cold and walked back to the car.
He took me to McDonalds for lunch, and I got a Big Mac(I felt disgusting afterwards but I hadnt had one in such a long time, and I hoped that they had gotten healthier >.<) and we drove over to a park to eat. After we ate we jumped around on this "springy" toy thing and then I stole his shoes. He takled me really hard, and bruised my shins. :(
After Shaggy took me home I went on FB for a little while and saw that my friend(who I hadnt talked to in a couple years) was presenting some of her art at the HS art show, and I decided that I wanted to go see it. When I got there, SHAGGY WAS THERE TOO and he acted all awkward when he saw me. I looked around until I could find my friend's art work but I couldnt find it and I tried to leave. As I was walking out I saw her from down the hallway(Lets call her Chanel, like the famous designer Chanel) anyways, and Chanel saw me and RAN from her end of the hallway over to where I was. She hugged me and I hugged her. I missed that girl.
She told me about where she was going to college and showed me where her art was displayed. She had made the most beautiful jewelery, had pretty photographs, and very detailed paintings. Chanel's friend's little sister came up to me for some reason, and introduced herself, saying that I was really pretty and that she liked my necklace! WOW! That NEVER happens! It was the cutest thing! She followed me and Chanel around for a bit, hugging me every now and then, and then I had to head back home to have dinner with Gpa and broham. I hope that I can keep in contact with Chanel like we have been planning to....
So I get home, and madre is there. She asks for our (me and broham's) help in bringing down my old bedframe and matress so that she could deliver it to her friend from work. It took us a while, but we got all the pieces down the stairs and into her car. She left and Gpa, broham and me went to Anthony's Restaurant for dinner.
It was a little more crowded than usual, but the scenery was still nice. We chitchatted until the food came about old movies and new movies, with Gpa constantly saying how nice it was that I came. I got a BBQ chicken sub and it was really good. I also got flan for dessert (not so good. maybe im just not a flan person.) There were at least 3 birthday parties going on at Anthony's and the children were somewhat well behaved, as well behaved as sugarhigh kids could be. AND THERE WAS THIS LADY WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, POOFY CURLY HAIR! I never thought poofy curly hair could look so pretty, but she pulled it off so well!
I went back home and got a call from Dove about hanging out with the moremans at fatugly's house. I said yes, and she came and picked me up. We were almost there, with 2 of her friends from BYU and her brother CMAN in the car, when she decides to invite Bring'em too. We get to his house, and he has to lie across me, CMAN and one of the BYU girls.
We get to fatugly's house and there is a large group of the moremans playing on the zipline and hanging out on the top of the tree house. We hung out there for a while(I didnt want to do the zipline) and then we(Littleman, the 2 BYU girls, Dove and Cman) went on a creek adventure walk.(2nd one today!) We walk all the way to this rope swing and my feel are KILLING ME. We hanng around the rope swing for a while then make our way back to the house. On the way back, I TRIP and fall into the creek. GREAT. So I am soaking wet while everyone else is dry.
So on the way back to the house, one of the BYU girls pulls me aside and starts talking to me about Converse shoes. AWESOME! ANOTHER CONVERSE ENTHUSIAST!! :D.....I am such a dork....
Then we go into the house, and everyone branches off to do their own thing. Some moremans are making crepes, some are playing ping pong and some are swinging on the indoor swing, and I am just standing, making a puddle of water and blood, and I was afraid to move and make a mess. I started feeling weary and sick and lonely, so I called madre to pick me up and I called my boi to talk to while I waited for her.
Madre picks me up and takes me home and makes me a bath! ^.^ I felt like I was 5 years old getting ready for bath time, except I was unable to stand on my feel from all the bruising they had taken.
I wash off and call my boi over to hang out. I missed him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! And then we went to bed ;)
Then I went downstairs and cleaned up the basement a bit. I saw my doggie and she got up off of her comfy couch, wagged her tail, and ran over to me when she saw that I had a treat in my hand!!
***SIDENOTE***We got my doggie from a petsmart adoption drive, and she was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO scared! She wouldnt even walk around. It was almost impossible to get her in the car to take her home, and when we took her home, she hid inbetween our sheds where no one could get to her. It took us weeks for her to get comfortable with just broham and me, and she still isnt comfortable with the rest of the fam. She doesnt usually wag her tail, she always hids her head, and gets REALLY scared whenever there are visitors. We dont know how old she is, because the adoption people said "from 2-3 years old" while the vet said "from 3-6 years old". Also her supposed original weight was "50lbs" she is apparently over 100lbs!!! Padre has been fighting me about keeping doggie since I got her, and I have taken on the full responsibility of feeding her, giving her attention, taking her out and walking her***SIDENOTE***
Also when I sat down with doggie today, she walked OVER broham to get to me and I petted her for a good while.
Then I went to the grocery store, and got the food madre requested.
Afterwards I came home, showered and went with Shaggy over to the watering hole he had been telling me about. We had to walk deep into a forest and when we got there we had to walk a mile on sharp rocks. The water was SOOO COLD! But I still had fun. We threw around a football for a little while until we got too cold and walked back to the car.
He took me to McDonalds for lunch, and I got a Big Mac(I felt disgusting afterwards but I hadnt had one in such a long time, and I hoped that they had gotten healthier >.<) and we drove over to a park to eat. After we ate we jumped around on this "springy" toy thing and then I stole his shoes. He takled me really hard, and bruised my shins. :(
After Shaggy took me home I went on FB for a little while and saw that my friend(who I hadnt talked to in a couple years) was presenting some of her art at the HS art show, and I decided that I wanted to go see it. When I got there, SHAGGY WAS THERE TOO and he acted all awkward when he saw me. I looked around until I could find my friend's art work but I couldnt find it and I tried to leave. As I was walking out I saw her from down the hallway(Lets call her Chanel, like the famous designer Chanel) anyways, and Chanel saw me and RAN from her end of the hallway over to where I was. She hugged me and I hugged her. I missed that girl.
She told me about where she was going to college and showed me where her art was displayed. She had made the most beautiful jewelery, had pretty photographs, and very detailed paintings. Chanel's friend's little sister came up to me for some reason, and introduced herself, saying that I was really pretty and that she liked my necklace! WOW! That NEVER happens! It was the cutest thing! She followed me and Chanel around for a bit, hugging me every now and then, and then I had to head back home to have dinner with Gpa and broham. I hope that I can keep in contact with Chanel like we have been planning to....
So I get home, and madre is there. She asks for our (me and broham's) help in bringing down my old bedframe and matress so that she could deliver it to her friend from work. It took us a while, but we got all the pieces down the stairs and into her car. She left and Gpa, broham and me went to Anthony's Restaurant for dinner.
It was a little more crowded than usual, but the scenery was still nice. We chitchatted until the food came about old movies and new movies, with Gpa constantly saying how nice it was that I came. I got a BBQ chicken sub and it was really good. I also got flan for dessert (not so good. maybe im just not a flan person.) There were at least 3 birthday parties going on at Anthony's and the children were somewhat well behaved, as well behaved as sugarhigh kids could be. AND THERE WAS THIS LADY WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, POOFY CURLY HAIR! I never thought poofy curly hair could look so pretty, but she pulled it off so well!
I went back home and got a call from Dove about hanging out with the moremans at fatugly's house. I said yes, and she came and picked me up. We were almost there, with 2 of her friends from BYU and her brother CMAN in the car, when she decides to invite Bring'em too. We get to his house, and he has to lie across me, CMAN and one of the BYU girls.
We get to fatugly's house and there is a large group of the moremans playing on the zipline and hanging out on the top of the tree house. We hung out there for a while(I didnt want to do the zipline) and then we(Littleman, the 2 BYU girls, Dove and Cman) went on a creek adventure walk.(2nd one today!) We walk all the way to this rope swing and my feel are KILLING ME. We hanng around the rope swing for a while then make our way back to the house. On the way back, I TRIP and fall into the creek. GREAT. So I am soaking wet while everyone else is dry.
So on the way back to the house, one of the BYU girls pulls me aside and starts talking to me about Converse shoes. AWESOME! ANOTHER CONVERSE ENTHUSIAST!! :D.....I am such a dork....
Then we go into the house, and everyone branches off to do their own thing. Some moremans are making crepes, some are playing ping pong and some are swinging on the indoor swing, and I am just standing, making a puddle of water and blood, and I was afraid to move and make a mess. I started feeling weary and sick and lonely, so I called madre to pick me up and I called my boi to talk to while I waited for her.
Madre picks me up and takes me home and makes me a bath! ^.^ I felt like I was 5 years old getting ready for bath time, except I was unable to stand on my feel from all the bruising they had taken.
I wash off and call my boi over to hang out. I missed him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! And then we went to bed ;)
Thursday, June 10, 2010
"HUGE" Cast has a familiar face
So I was watching the MTV Movie Awards last night on my TiVo, and I saw a preview for this new show called "HUGE", which is about a lot of overweight girls having drama? DUMB
Anyways, as I was speeding through the commercial I saw..............
ZOEY FROM FIREFLY!
Her real name is Gina Torres, and now she is on this TV Series "HUGE" as a Dr. ?
I am not going to watch the series but It is so cool to see her face again. She doesnt look different at all.
The pics are of her in firefly, and her most recent picture. "HUGE" premieres June 28th.
OMG GLEE
THE SEASON FINALE OF GLEE WAS ON TUESDAY BUT I WATCHED IT WEDNESDAY NIGHT.
I wont say what happened but dont read any further unless you have seen it. Highlight the next passage for spoilers.
I am so glad that Rachel and Finn are together FINALLY, but it was kinda sudden. I feel like they could have transitioned that better. And RANDOMLY Will decides he loves EMMA? THEY HADNT TALKED MUCH SINCE EMMA GOT MAD AT HIM FOR BEING A MAN WHORE. Again, sudden? I was skeptical about the regionals being all about journey, but they pulled it off pretty well. Vocal Adrenaline was best though. I LOVED HOW THEY DID QUEEN AND HOW THE QUEEN SONGS WERE PERFECT FITTING FOR QUINN TO HAVE HER BABY WITH! Also, Rachel's mom is dumb for looking at Rachel as a lost cause. Quinn should have kept her baby and NOT given it to Rachel's mom for adoption. That was dumb. But suprise? Glee has another year. SHOCKER. That was pretty obvious, although I was suprised that they didnt win regionals.
So there is my Glee rant. I liked the last season finale better though.
I wont say what happened but dont read any further unless you have seen it. Highlight the next passage for spoilers.
I am so glad that Rachel and Finn are together FINALLY, but it was kinda sudden. I feel like they could have transitioned that better. And RANDOMLY Will decides he loves EMMA? THEY HADNT TALKED MUCH SINCE EMMA GOT MAD AT HIM FOR BEING A MAN WHORE. Again, sudden? I was skeptical about the regionals being all about journey, but they pulled it off pretty well. Vocal Adrenaline was best though. I LOVED HOW THEY DID QUEEN AND HOW THE QUEEN SONGS WERE PERFECT FITTING FOR QUINN TO HAVE HER BABY WITH! Also, Rachel's mom is dumb for looking at Rachel as a lost cause. Quinn should have kept her baby and NOT given it to Rachel's mom for adoption. That was dumb. But suprise? Glee has another year. SHOCKER. That was pretty obvious, although I was suprised that they didnt win regionals.
So there is my Glee rant. I liked the last season finale better though.
Wednesday
I woke up with my boi :)
FOOD
I took my boi out to lunch at the Hong Kong Palace (that I went with mi madre to a week ago? Something like that...) The food was really good again! We got vegitarian dumplings, he got Kung Pao Tofu, and I got Schezwan Beef. YUMMY but that makes me remember that I left my food IN THE CAR! SH*T!
I then took my boi to URASIAN (I dont know if I spelled that right, I was spelling it like it sounds...) to get his car that got dropped off yesterday (for no reason except that his dad wanted his car and used my boi's car to get to the mechanics, and just left it there!)
***SIDENOTE***I am so suprised that my boi wasnt upset about his dad leaving his car at urasian. I would have been SOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED***SIDENOTE***
So I dropped my boi off with his car and went home to find that I FINALLY GOT MY NEW BED! YAY! IT IS SOOOOOOOO BIG!
I put some final touches, like new sheets, on the bed and it is SOOOO COMFY!
I miss my boi a lot though, but I know we need to spend some time to ourselves, Im not TOO lonely
FOOD
I took my boi out to lunch at the Hong Kong Palace (that I went with mi madre to a week ago? Something like that...) The food was really good again! We got vegitarian dumplings, he got Kung Pao Tofu, and I got Schezwan Beef. YUMMY but that makes me remember that I left my food IN THE CAR! SH*T!
I then took my boi to URASIAN (I dont know if I spelled that right, I was spelling it like it sounds...) to get his car that got dropped off yesterday (for no reason except that his dad wanted his car and used my boi's car to get to the mechanics, and just left it there!)
***SIDENOTE***I am so suprised that my boi wasnt upset about his dad leaving his car at urasian. I would have been SOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED***SIDENOTE***
So I dropped my boi off with his car and went home to find that I FINALLY GOT MY NEW BED! YAY! IT IS SOOOOOOOO BIG!
I put some final touches, like new sheets, on the bed and it is SOOOO COMFY!
I miss my boi a lot though, but I know we need to spend some time to ourselves, Im not TOO lonely
And Tuesday..?
I DONT REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED TUESDAY!!! THIS IS SO HORRIBLE!
I remember I spent the day with my boi, and I had a really fun time.
We went to the grocery store on Tuesday...I THINK....
At the grocery store he got such healthy, organic food (minus the lime green fruit punch. That is just unatural ;)) I really admire that about him, that he stays so healthy.
And we were going to go to Costco, but decided to have our own fun instead ;) so we walked over to my place and hung out. He is AMAZING!!
He made this amazing pasta later that night from the groceries he bought. IT TASTED SOOO GOOD :)
We went into DC and drove to the Washington Monument. It is so pretty at night :)
We realized we had been spending so much time together that we were getting bored of the things to do here. Not of eachother, just of the area, and the activities in the area. We decided to try and spend some time apart, to get stuff done that we needed to do (for ourselves and just chores)
Still, I had him over for the night again, and we watched more firefly :)
No word from A-man since Staurday :)
Also, I installed a texting app on my itouch. THAT should help me stay in contact with people!
I remember I spent the day with my boi, and I had a really fun time.
We went to the grocery store on Tuesday...I THINK....
At the grocery store he got such healthy, organic food (minus the lime green fruit punch. That is just unatural ;)) I really admire that about him, that he stays so healthy.
And we were going to go to Costco, but decided to have our own fun instead ;) so we walked over to my place and hung out. He is AMAZING!!
He made this amazing pasta later that night from the groceries he bought. IT TASTED SOOO GOOD :)
We went into DC and drove to the Washington Monument. It is so pretty at night :)
We realized we had been spending so much time together that we were getting bored of the things to do here. Not of eachother, just of the area, and the activities in the area. We decided to try and spend some time apart, to get stuff done that we needed to do (for ourselves and just chores)
Still, I had him over for the night again, and we watched more firefly :)
No word from A-man since Staurday :)
Also, I installed a texting app on my itouch. THAT should help me stay in contact with people!
Then there was Monday
So I woke up with my boi at my side ^.^ I was soooooo happy!!
FOOD/DRAMA
We went to Moby Dick's for lunch and I saw my ex-best friend Pickles there. I tried to be nice and say "hi" but he looked at me, didnt smile, and gave me the sideways "peace" sign. What a jerk, wouldnt even talk to me, much less look at me after all the sh*t we had gone through. Oh well. Better off I guess.
My boi tried to order the vegitarian sandwhich but ended up with the salad :(. The bread was really good, and the food was alright, but next time if I were to go to Moby Dicks, I would get the sandwhich like I had when my boi's sister was in town. And I hope that my boi gets that same sandwhich that he liked so much then too. It was kinda disappointing.
At Moby Dick's however we took on different lives, my boi was a writer from Poland and I was a Hanna Montana impersonator. I had such a good time doing that.
We spent the entire day together and I believe we saw Iron Man 2 on Monday? I cant remember which day for sure...BUT THAT IS WHY I NEED TO KEEP UP WITH MY BLOGGING!
Iron Man 2 was AWESOME! The cheerleaders in the beginning were SO HOT (at least I thought so) and the action in that movie was so cool! Technology=CRAZY! I really enjoyed the movie, especially when Tony is fighting all those robots in the end. SO INTENSE :)
It was an awesome day.
We also watched Firefly. I LOVE THAT SHOW!
FOOD/DRAMA
We went to Moby Dick's for lunch and I saw my ex-best friend Pickles there. I tried to be nice and say "hi" but he looked at me, didnt smile, and gave me the sideways "peace" sign. What a jerk, wouldnt even talk to me, much less look at me after all the sh*t we had gone through. Oh well. Better off I guess.
My boi tried to order the vegitarian sandwhich but ended up with the salad :(. The bread was really good, and the food was alright, but next time if I were to go to Moby Dicks, I would get the sandwhich like I had when my boi's sister was in town. And I hope that my boi gets that same sandwhich that he liked so much then too. It was kinda disappointing.
At Moby Dick's however we took on different lives, my boi was a writer from Poland and I was a Hanna Montana impersonator. I had such a good time doing that.
We spent the entire day together and I believe we saw Iron Man 2 on Monday? I cant remember which day for sure...BUT THAT IS WHY I NEED TO KEEP UP WITH MY BLOGGING!
Iron Man 2 was AWESOME! The cheerleaders in the beginning were SO HOT (at least I thought so) and the action in that movie was so cool! Technology=CRAZY! I really enjoyed the movie, especially when Tony is fighting all those robots in the end. SO INTENSE :)
It was an awesome day.
We also watched Firefly. I LOVE THAT SHOW!
...And Sunday?
So I wake up at 8am (SO EARLY!) to get ready for church at 9am.
-Why?
-Because the moremans had invite me to there little thing last night and I had a really good time
So I sit through Sacrament (the part of church where you sit and listen to people who were picked that week by "God" to speak about lessons relating to church) AND IT IS TESTIMONY SUNDAY
To all unfamiliar with the moreman church,
Testimony Sunday is when there is no set speakers during Sacrament and intead leave the podium open to all that "feel the spirit" to speak about how the church has enhanced their lives.
UGH
So it starts out cute, with little kids, no older then 8 years old, going up to the podium proclaiming their love for the church (maybe cute wasnt the right word, CREEPY kinda fits the mold better) then some memeber who are moving from the area talk about how great the church is.
So this goes on for about 2 hours and we "split" for classes. I used to be a part of the senior class, but now I am too old for the senior class and too young for the adults class (Technically I am the right age for the adult's class, but the class has parents in it, and I still feel like a kid) So I get upset and leave.
Dove messages me on FB to see why I ditched, and blamed my insecurities on SATAN...I think she lost her mind....
Then I talked to Scooby again, and he had finished his application to the skate shop in tysons and needed a ride there, since no buses were out on Sunday and he needed to get the application in that day. I drove him there and back, and we talked a little bit. Nothing really interesting, just talking about nothing.
AND MY BOI CAME HOME!!! YAYAYAYA I MISSED HIM SO MUCH!
AND HE BROUGHT ME CHOCOLATE! HOW SWEET!
We spent the afternoon and most the night together. (I had to ditch for a little while because I made plans with some friends to meet for pizza) And my boi was so kind to drive me there!
So my two friends:
Stubborn: She is very opinionated and very upfront and confrontal. She is vegitarian, but not because she is against eating animals but for a bet. She makes sure that whenever she goes out to eat, whoever she is with CANNOT have ANY meat in their dish.
Bubbley: She is really sweet, always happy, and very quiet. Very smart girl too.
We used to hang out a lor in junior year, going out to get food and watching movies. Stubborn and I have a weird relationship in which we tease eachother a lot. And she is kinda judgy. The first thing she said when she saw me was that I "look different". As does she, I mean, she gained a little bit of weight and lost her chin somehow... but she is still the same girl I knew before. So we are at this pizza place, Pulcinellas, and we got a pizza to split. The pizza was very good, but I wish that I had gotten more to eat...
We caught up on eachothers lives a little. I found out that Stubbornhad trouble with her first roomate and Bubbley had joined a sorority. I told them about community college, and how I was applying for transfer. I also told them about A-man. They disapproved of A-man from the start. And from how I talked about my boi, they were impressed. It was nice to catch up with them again.
My boi picked me up and we spent the rest of the night together.
It was AMAZING. He is AMAZING :)
-Why?
-Because the moremans had invite me to there little thing last night and I had a really good time
So I sit through Sacrament (the part of church where you sit and listen to people who were picked that week by "God" to speak about lessons relating to church) AND IT IS TESTIMONY SUNDAY
To all unfamiliar with the moreman church,
Testimony Sunday is when there is no set speakers during Sacrament and intead leave the podium open to all that "feel the spirit" to speak about how the church has enhanced their lives.
UGH
So it starts out cute, with little kids, no older then 8 years old, going up to the podium proclaiming their love for the church (maybe cute wasnt the right word, CREEPY kinda fits the mold better) then some memeber who are moving from the area talk about how great the church is.
So this goes on for about 2 hours and we "split" for classes. I used to be a part of the senior class, but now I am too old for the senior class and too young for the adults class (Technically I am the right age for the adult's class, but the class has parents in it, and I still feel like a kid) So I get upset and leave.
Dove messages me on FB to see why I ditched, and blamed my insecurities on SATAN...I think she lost her mind....
Then I talked to Scooby again, and he had finished his application to the skate shop in tysons and needed a ride there, since no buses were out on Sunday and he needed to get the application in that day. I drove him there and back, and we talked a little bit. Nothing really interesting, just talking about nothing.
AND MY BOI CAME HOME!!! YAYAYAYA I MISSED HIM SO MUCH!
AND HE BROUGHT ME CHOCOLATE! HOW SWEET!
We spent the afternoon and most the night together. (I had to ditch for a little while because I made plans with some friends to meet for pizza) And my boi was so kind to drive me there!
So my two friends:
Stubborn: She is very opinionated and very upfront and confrontal. She is vegitarian, but not because she is against eating animals but for a bet. She makes sure that whenever she goes out to eat, whoever she is with CANNOT have ANY meat in their dish.
Bubbley: She is really sweet, always happy, and very quiet. Very smart girl too.
We used to hang out a lor in junior year, going out to get food and watching movies. Stubborn and I have a weird relationship in which we tease eachother a lot. And she is kinda judgy. The first thing she said when she saw me was that I "look different". As does she, I mean, she gained a little bit of weight and lost her chin somehow... but she is still the same girl I knew before. So we are at this pizza place, Pulcinellas, and we got a pizza to split. The pizza was very good, but I wish that I had gotten more to eat...
We caught up on eachothers lives a little. I found out that Stubbornhad trouble with her first roomate and Bubbley had joined a sorority. I told them about community college, and how I was applying for transfer. I also told them about A-man. They disapproved of A-man from the start. And from how I talked about my boi, they were impressed. It was nice to catch up with them again.
My boi picked me up and we spent the rest of the night together.
It was AMAZING. He is AMAZING :)
What happened Saturday>?
So I woke up late on Saturday after a night of fun on friday. Still missing my boi of course. He called me because he missed me :) HOW SWEET!
So I go on FB and talk to Scooby again. It is my old HS's prom, and everyone I know who is younger than me is out getting ready for the prom.
***SIDENOTE***I didnt go to my senior prom because I was dating A-man and he didnt want to go senior year, eventhough I wanted to. And I had a really fun time when I went junior year. So prom brings up some mixed feelings***SIDENOTE***
Scooby was going to an anti-prom, but had nothing to do all day, so I picked him up and we went to tysons to get food.
FOOD
We got Panda Express, and the food was only okay.
We ended up passing a new skate shop in tysons and I told him that he should see if there are any openings(since he had previously been complaining about his job at the retirement home and likes everything pertaining to skateboarding/skating) and the girl working there was accepting applications and almost hired him on the spot!
I took him home so that he could fill out his application asnd get ready for anti-prrom. I wasnt invited to ANY prom/anti-prom activites and felt a little bitter/sad.
DRAMA
Then A-man called. I figured that I would talk to him since I wasnt doing anything better. The conversation went differently then our conversations had gone lately, it was less "boohoo I am so sad you left me and dont love me anymore" and a lot of "you lied to me for most of the relationship and we wouldnt have broken up if you werent such a liar".
RANT TIME
I WOULDNT BE SUCH A LIAR IF HE WASNT SUCH A JERK! I GAVE HIM ALL OF ME IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, AND HE TREATED ME LIKE SH*T. HE WOULD GET MAD WHENEVER I TALKED TO ANYONE OTHER THAN HIM. HE SWITCHED ALL OF HIS CLASSES TO HAVE THE SAME SCHEDULE AS MINE IN HS SO HE COULD KEEP A WATCH ON ME AND MAKE SURE I WASNT TALKING TO ANYONE ELSE. HE GOT ME IN TROUBLE IN MY OCEANOGRAPHY CLASS FOR HIM MAKING A SCENE OVER NOTHING AND ME HAVING TO FOLLOW HIM OUT OF THE CLASSROOM TO MAKE SURE HE DIDNT F*CKING KILL HIMSELF! I GOT F*CKING DETENTION BECAUSE I LEFT CLASS MID CLASS, AND FOR THAT LITTLE PRICK! NOT ONLY THAT BUT WHEN HE WANTED TO SKIP CLASS AND I DIDNT, HE WOULD BE ALL PISSY AND SAD UNTIL I SKIPPED CLASS WITH HIM. I ALMOST DIDNT GRADUATE HS, MISSED PROM, MISSED WALKING AT GRADUATION ALL BECAUSE HE DIDNT FEEL LIKE GOING. WHENEVER I HAD AN OPINION OF SOMETHING, IF IT DIDNT MATCH HIS THEN IT HAD TO CHANGE TO BE LIKE HIS OR ELSE IT WOULD BECOME PART OF OUR CONSTANT BICKERING. HE WOULD EVEN GET SO ANGRY WITH ME WHEN I WOULD GET ANGRY WITH HOW CONTROLLING HE WAS THAT HE WOULD HIT ME. I HAD NO FRIENDS IN MY SENIOR YEAR OF HS, AND HE EXPECTED ME TO LIVE THIS WAY FOREVER? NO WAY JOSE!
SO YES, I LIED TO HIM, I TOLD HIM I WAS GOING TO SLEEP WHEN I WOULD GO OUT TO HANG WITH THE MOREMANS AND THAT I WAS PLAYING VIDEOGAMES WHEN I WOULD HANG OUT WITH "PICKLES"(one of my best friends of the time) AND I WOULD CHEAT ON HIM BECAUSE I WANTED TO DATE AND DID NOT THINK I WOULD BE ABLE TO BREAK UP WITH HIM WITHOUT HIM KILLING HIMSELF OR HIM KILLING ME...
*cough* *cough*
so anyways.......
After I talked on the phone with A-man, I was feeling pretty down on myself, thinking I wasnt good enough for my boi or for anyone, that I was nothing but a liar and a cheater, and should do so much more then I have been doing to be a better person.
SPOILER: THIS SELF ESTEEM ISSUE COMES UP LATER IN THE WEEK AND IS SOMEWHAT RESOLVED
Then Dove calls, she and some of the Moremans were gonna get together, play some board games and watch a movie. She wanted me to come :) so of course I said yes :)
I get picked up by littleman and Dove, and we go to pick up this BYU girl that I am going to call Tingley (apparently the most BEAUTIFUL of all the moreman girls, although I dont see the appeal...and I am bisexual). We also pick up Bring'em. We go over to Dove's house to be greeted with 4 other people
MORE MOREMANS:
Toothless: so named because he is missing his two front teeth
MiniKassie: a little sister of one of the older Moremans I know, but never hang out with
Homopho: the little brother of another Moreman "Keith" who is extremly homophobic
CMAN: (hahahahaa that is what his family ACTUALLY calls him!) Dove's younger brother
We play this game called currses (the name got me really excited because I thought "curses" were refferring to curse words...) but the game was about doing silly challenges and being able to put a "curse" on someone else who is playing. The curse would be something like, they have to bark everytime someone picks up a card or something silly like that. Some of them were pretty funny. The "curses" I got were to talk with my nose plugged and to hold bunny rabbit ears over my head everytime I talked. T'was interesting.
After that we watched the Land Before Time...5 I think? But the characters were so cute! The songs "Big Water" and "Friends for Dinner" were very catchy!
Then we started watching youtube. Mostly silly stuff, like "Cat Massage" and a spoof on "Eclipse of the Heart"
The I went home and went to bed. Pretty happy, especially since my boi wans coming home tomarrow!! :D
So I go on FB and talk to Scooby again. It is my old HS's prom, and everyone I know who is younger than me is out getting ready for the prom.
***SIDENOTE***I didnt go to my senior prom because I was dating A-man and he didnt want to go senior year, eventhough I wanted to. And I had a really fun time when I went junior year. So prom brings up some mixed feelings***SIDENOTE***
Scooby was going to an anti-prom, but had nothing to do all day, so I picked him up and we went to tysons to get food.
FOOD
We got Panda Express, and the food was only okay.
We ended up passing a new skate shop in tysons and I told him that he should see if there are any openings(since he had previously been complaining about his job at the retirement home and likes everything pertaining to skateboarding/skating) and the girl working there was accepting applications and almost hired him on the spot!
I took him home so that he could fill out his application asnd get ready for anti-prrom. I wasnt invited to ANY prom/anti-prom activites and felt a little bitter/sad.
DRAMA
Then A-man called. I figured that I would talk to him since I wasnt doing anything better. The conversation went differently then our conversations had gone lately, it was less "boohoo I am so sad you left me and dont love me anymore" and a lot of "you lied to me for most of the relationship and we wouldnt have broken up if you werent such a liar".
RANT TIME
I WOULDNT BE SUCH A LIAR IF HE WASNT SUCH A JERK! I GAVE HIM ALL OF ME IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, AND HE TREATED ME LIKE SH*T. HE WOULD GET MAD WHENEVER I TALKED TO ANYONE OTHER THAN HIM. HE SWITCHED ALL OF HIS CLASSES TO HAVE THE SAME SCHEDULE AS MINE IN HS SO HE COULD KEEP A WATCH ON ME AND MAKE SURE I WASNT TALKING TO ANYONE ELSE. HE GOT ME IN TROUBLE IN MY OCEANOGRAPHY CLASS FOR HIM MAKING A SCENE OVER NOTHING AND ME HAVING TO FOLLOW HIM OUT OF THE CLASSROOM TO MAKE SURE HE DIDNT F*CKING KILL HIMSELF! I GOT F*CKING DETENTION BECAUSE I LEFT CLASS MID CLASS, AND FOR THAT LITTLE PRICK! NOT ONLY THAT BUT WHEN HE WANTED TO SKIP CLASS AND I DIDNT, HE WOULD BE ALL PISSY AND SAD UNTIL I SKIPPED CLASS WITH HIM. I ALMOST DIDNT GRADUATE HS, MISSED PROM, MISSED WALKING AT GRADUATION ALL BECAUSE HE DIDNT FEEL LIKE GOING. WHENEVER I HAD AN OPINION OF SOMETHING, IF IT DIDNT MATCH HIS THEN IT HAD TO CHANGE TO BE LIKE HIS OR ELSE IT WOULD BECOME PART OF OUR CONSTANT BICKERING. HE WOULD EVEN GET SO ANGRY WITH ME WHEN I WOULD GET ANGRY WITH HOW CONTROLLING HE WAS THAT HE WOULD HIT ME. I HAD NO FRIENDS IN MY SENIOR YEAR OF HS, AND HE EXPECTED ME TO LIVE THIS WAY FOREVER? NO WAY JOSE!
SO YES, I LIED TO HIM, I TOLD HIM I WAS GOING TO SLEEP WHEN I WOULD GO OUT TO HANG WITH THE MOREMANS AND THAT I WAS PLAYING VIDEOGAMES WHEN I WOULD HANG OUT WITH "PICKLES"(one of my best friends of the time) AND I WOULD CHEAT ON HIM BECAUSE I WANTED TO DATE AND DID NOT THINK I WOULD BE ABLE TO BREAK UP WITH HIM WITHOUT HIM KILLING HIMSELF OR HIM KILLING ME...
*cough* *cough*
so anyways.......
After I talked on the phone with A-man, I was feeling pretty down on myself, thinking I wasnt good enough for my boi or for anyone, that I was nothing but a liar and a cheater, and should do so much more then I have been doing to be a better person.
SPOILER: THIS SELF ESTEEM ISSUE COMES UP LATER IN THE WEEK AND IS SOMEWHAT RESOLVED
Then Dove calls, she and some of the Moremans were gonna get together, play some board games and watch a movie. She wanted me to come :) so of course I said yes :)
I get picked up by littleman and Dove, and we go to pick up this BYU girl that I am going to call Tingley (apparently the most BEAUTIFUL of all the moreman girls, although I dont see the appeal...and I am bisexual). We also pick up Bring'em. We go over to Dove's house to be greeted with 4 other people
MORE MOREMANS:
Toothless: so named because he is missing his two front teeth
MiniKassie: a little sister of one of the older Moremans I know, but never hang out with
Homopho: the little brother of another Moreman "Keith" who is extremly homophobic
CMAN: (hahahahaa that is what his family ACTUALLY calls him!) Dove's younger brother
We play this game called currses (the name got me really excited because I thought "curses" were refferring to curse words...) but the game was about doing silly challenges and being able to put a "curse" on someone else who is playing. The curse would be something like, they have to bark everytime someone picks up a card or something silly like that. Some of them were pretty funny. The "curses" I got were to talk with my nose plugged and to hold bunny rabbit ears over my head everytime I talked. T'was interesting.
After that we watched the Land Before Time...5 I think? But the characters were so cute! The songs "Big Water" and "Friends for Dinner" were very catchy!
Then we started watching youtube. Mostly silly stuff, like "Cat Massage" and a spoof on "Eclipse of the Heart"
The I went home and went to bed. Pretty happy, especially since my boi wans coming home tomarrow!! :D
Blogging FAIL
So I DID IT AGAIN! :(
Except this time was sooooooooooo much worse! I havent updated my blog since Saturday morning at 1am! So I am going to go day by day what I remember happening until I get back to present day. IVE GOT TO STOP FALLING BEHIND ON THIS!
Except this time was sooooooooooo much worse! I havent updated my blog since Saturday morning at 1am! So I am going to go day by day what I remember happening until I get back to present day. IVE GOT TO STOP FALLING BEHIND ON THIS!
Friday, June 4, 2010
WOW
I DIDNT WRITE ANYTHING FOR THIS BLOG FOR A WHOLE DAYYY!! OH NO!!! O.O
And yes, that is a BAD THING since I want to keep track of my feelings and thoughts on this thing. It is just...always so hard to start. :-/
So here we gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
The day before yesterday (thursday) A-man called once to try to "talk". NO WAY JOSE! But I havent heard anything from him since. I guess I should probably check my email...
And with my moremen friends, we went out to the Buffalo Wings Factory. Home of the "FLATLINERS" (spicy chicken wings so hot that the owners make you sign a waiver before you can eat them) I got some yummy spicy bbq wings that got more spicy the more you ate. And I got endless, eventhough I only ate about 14 or so wings...
Now I will go into a rant about some of the "moremans"
There is...
Miniman, who is a nice guy but is so obsessed with what other people think of him that he tries to be friends with everyone
Dove, who I name so because she is very sweet and caring and innocent. Probably my closest moreman friend
Fatuglywhorebitch.....name explains my feelings about her
and
Bring'em who is my favorite moreman guy to hang out with because he is easy to talk to, but he is a pathological liar (comes up with entertaining stories from those lies) and constantly pushes limits without any cause
So Bring'em decided that he wanted the "flatliners", so he signed the waiver and started eating them. He wanted to get on "the board" which was in the back of the resturaunt with all of the names of people who have eaten at least 10 "flatliners". So he is eating and gets to about 16 and starts acting like he is gonna puke. I take Bring'em outside so he can make a mess in the trashcan and im rubbing his back the entire time he pukes. GROSS. Bring'em thought he was done puking and turns to me to talk. BAD DECISION. He got puke on my shirt (MEGA GROSS) and pukes for a few more minutes.
After Bring'em's body rejecting the chicken wings, you would think he is done right? WRONG. He goes back in and eats 5 more "flatliners" to put the number "21" on "the board". He gets to that point and starts puking again. I was still there to rub his back and keep him hydrated and clean (eventhough I was extremely annoyed that he would put his body through torture AGAIN)
All in all, I had a really good time at the Buffalo Wings Factory. The company was good and I was entertained and satisfied with my yummy wings. Although I dont know if I can ever eat wings again after Bring'em's dumb dumb DUMB attempt at eating "flatliners"
***SIDENOTE*** I appriciate that Bring'em went for the challenge, but it was a MAJOR sign of weakness in my book for him to grovel at the manager to allow him to eat MORE wings to hike up his total wing count. Shouldnt it be good enough that his name is up there>? Why does it matter how many you ate if it isnt the most ever eaten in a sitting?
#1 I dont think it should count as "21" because he puked 16 of them up. Harsh but true.
#2 It is soooo very bad for you to force your body to take food that it OBVIOUSLY doesnt want! All the stomach acid gets in your throat and eats away at it....people DIE that way. ***SIDENOTE***
On a different note, later that night...
My boi slept over and had to leave early this morning for a trip that he doesnt get back from UNTIL SUNDAY AFTERNOON! OH MUY GOSHHHH I MISS HIM SO MUCH ALREADY!!!
So after I took my boi to his home I played Sims. from 11am-5pm. DEPRESSING (although I did enjoy myself) I GOT NOTHING ACCOMPLISHED IN THOSE HOURS OF MY DAY :/
The mi madre, abuleo, broham and I went to Amoo's Kabob for dinner. The food was good, I got some type of spicy chicken on a stick AND THE RICE WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!
Then I came back home and did all my chores. Walking doggie, cleaning poop (hehehe poop ^.^)
laundry and stuff. AND MY BOI CALLED FROM....lets just say another state...!!!!!!!!!! HE IS SO SWEET! I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND MY BED IS GONNA BE SOOOOOOOO LONELY TONIGHT :'(
After I talked to my boi I started to play more Sims, when an old highschool buddy (friend #1) IM'ed me to hang out tonight (last night) and I invited a mutual friend of ours (friend #2) to come along too. We (me, friend #1 who we will call "Shaggy" and friend #2 who we will call "Scooby") went to this creek that was OVER 6 FEET DEEP!! AND HAD A ROPE SWING!!
It was about a mile walk into the forest to get to this swimming hole; we were wearing our bathing suits under our clothing. So we got in the water (it is past 11pm at this point) and we couldnt see ANYTHING. scarryyy. But we swam in it for a while, and NO I DIDNT DO THE ROPE SWING. I was too scared. Especially because I couldnt see where I would be falling!
***SIDENOTE*** I am a scaredy kitty, but only because I am so happy with my life right now that I wouldnt want some dumb injury, or you know, death, on my part to ruin this amazing summer I am having***SIDENOTE***
My legs are COVERED in bites :( and I am not sure which are bug bites and which are poison ivy... (double sad face) :( :(
So then we got in my car and I took Shaggy home, and talked with Scooby about how his life was going until about 1am.
Now I am missing my boi more than ever. I hope he is having a great time....
And I am a little concerned about my kidney. Ever since I got home, it has been hurting in the general area of which the kidney is found (I only have my right kidney left (HAHAHA RIGHT KIDNEY LEFT)) BUT THIS IS NO LAUGHING MATTER!
So it is kinda hurting around that area, but I am hoping that after I get some sleep the pain will start to go away. I am already drinking as much water as my body can handle, and hoping the pain dies down. Maybe it is just a kidney stone? I will keep you updated on this matter.
And yes, that is a BAD THING since I want to keep track of my feelings and thoughts on this thing. It is just...always so hard to start. :-/
So here we gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
The day before yesterday (thursday) A-man called once to try to "talk". NO WAY JOSE! But I havent heard anything from him since. I guess I should probably check my email...
And with my moremen friends, we went out to the Buffalo Wings Factory. Home of the "FLATLINERS" (spicy chicken wings so hot that the owners make you sign a waiver before you can eat them) I got some yummy spicy bbq wings that got more spicy the more you ate. And I got endless, eventhough I only ate about 14 or so wings...
Now I will go into a rant about some of the "moremans"
There is...
Miniman, who is a nice guy but is so obsessed with what other people think of him that he tries to be friends with everyone
Dove, who I name so because she is very sweet and caring and innocent. Probably my closest moreman friend
Fatuglywhorebitch.....name explains my feelings about her
and
Bring'em who is my favorite moreman guy to hang out with because he is easy to talk to, but he is a pathological liar (comes up with entertaining stories from those lies) and constantly pushes limits without any cause
So Bring'em decided that he wanted the "flatliners", so he signed the waiver and started eating them. He wanted to get on "the board" which was in the back of the resturaunt with all of the names of people who have eaten at least 10 "flatliners". So he is eating and gets to about 16 and starts acting like he is gonna puke. I take Bring'em outside so he can make a mess in the trashcan and im rubbing his back the entire time he pukes. GROSS. Bring'em thought he was done puking and turns to me to talk. BAD DECISION. He got puke on my shirt (MEGA GROSS) and pukes for a few more minutes.
After Bring'em's body rejecting the chicken wings, you would think he is done right? WRONG. He goes back in and eats 5 more "flatliners" to put the number "21" on "the board". He gets to that point and starts puking again. I was still there to rub his back and keep him hydrated and clean (eventhough I was extremely annoyed that he would put his body through torture AGAIN)
All in all, I had a really good time at the Buffalo Wings Factory. The company was good and I was entertained and satisfied with my yummy wings. Although I dont know if I can ever eat wings again after Bring'em's dumb dumb DUMB attempt at eating "flatliners"
***SIDENOTE*** I appriciate that Bring'em went for the challenge, but it was a MAJOR sign of weakness in my book for him to grovel at the manager to allow him to eat MORE wings to hike up his total wing count. Shouldnt it be good enough that his name is up there>? Why does it matter how many you ate if it isnt the most ever eaten in a sitting?
#1 I dont think it should count as "21" because he puked 16 of them up. Harsh but true.
#2 It is soooo very bad for you to force your body to take food that it OBVIOUSLY doesnt want! All the stomach acid gets in your throat and eats away at it....people DIE that way. ***SIDENOTE***
On a different note, later that night...
My boi slept over and had to leave early this morning for a trip that he doesnt get back from UNTIL SUNDAY AFTERNOON! OH MUY GOSHHHH I MISS HIM SO MUCH ALREADY!!!
So after I took my boi to his home I played Sims. from 11am-5pm. DEPRESSING (although I did enjoy myself) I GOT NOTHING ACCOMPLISHED IN THOSE HOURS OF MY DAY :/
The mi madre, abuleo, broham and I went to Amoo's Kabob for dinner. The food was good, I got some type of spicy chicken on a stick AND THE RICE WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!
Then I came back home and did all my chores. Walking doggie, cleaning poop (hehehe poop ^.^)
laundry and stuff. AND MY BOI CALLED FROM....lets just say another state...!!!!!!!!!! HE IS SO SWEET! I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND MY BED IS GONNA BE SOOOOOOOO LONELY TONIGHT :'(
After I talked to my boi I started to play more Sims, when an old highschool buddy (friend #1) IM'ed me to hang out tonight (last night) and I invited a mutual friend of ours (friend #2) to come along too. We (me, friend #1 who we will call "Shaggy" and friend #2 who we will call "Scooby") went to this creek that was OVER 6 FEET DEEP!! AND HAD A ROPE SWING!!
It was about a mile walk into the forest to get to this swimming hole; we were wearing our bathing suits under our clothing. So we got in the water (it is past 11pm at this point) and we couldnt see ANYTHING. scarryyy. But we swam in it for a while, and NO I DIDNT DO THE ROPE SWING. I was too scared. Especially because I couldnt see where I would be falling!
***SIDENOTE*** I am a scaredy kitty, but only because I am so happy with my life right now that I wouldnt want some dumb injury, or you know, death, on my part to ruin this amazing summer I am having***SIDENOTE***
My legs are COVERED in bites :( and I am not sure which are bug bites and which are poison ivy... (double sad face) :( :(
So then we got in my car and I took Shaggy home, and talked with Scooby about how his life was going until about 1am.
Now I am missing my boi more than ever. I hope he is having a great time....
And I am a little concerned about my kidney. Ever since I got home, it has been hurting in the general area of which the kidney is found (I only have my right kidney left (HAHAHA RIGHT KIDNEY LEFT)) BUT THIS IS NO LAUGHING MATTER!
So it is kinda hurting around that area, but I am hoping that after I get some sleep the pain will start to go away. I am already drinking as much water as my body can handle, and hoping the pain dies down. Maybe it is just a kidney stone? I will keep you updated on this matter.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Unappreciated? Or am I under appreciating?
So yesterday I got to spend the whole day with my boi and it was absolutely AMAZING :)
And I was so sad to have to take him home today :(
also, I was kinda being a bitch about him calling me verse me calling him. SORRY SUGARBOOGER!
The bed(s) didn't come, because Matress Wearhouse ran out of matresses, so my new bed(s) will be coming on either monday or wednesday. (I STILL wish that they could have called to tell us that they ran out instead of making us wake up at such an ungodly hour to wait for matresses that were not coming...)
The Sims 3 Ambitions FINALLY loaded and is working (after a full day to download) and is extremely addicting!
DRAMA
So today mi madre was at work and I got a knock on the door from a cop (I was scared sh*tless)
He gives me some court papers to give to mi madre regarding my aunt's will.
I call her at work and I continue to do my chores and clean and take care of mi familia with whatever else I can do to try to clean the house.
She calls me back and gives me a lecture about getting a job and not spending so much time having fun. I had this same conversation with padre about a week ago, and he told me that he needed me to work around the house and clean up after everybody. AND THAT IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING! (Sorry; a little angry about the whole situation)
She doesn't give me a chance to get a word in about how padre said not to get a job, and continues to make me feel useless until I am almost in tears. THANKS MADRE :/
I try to enjoy life to the fullest and do things that make me happy, whether it is playing animal crossing or sims, to hanging out with friends and my boi. Everytime I seem to be enjoying myself too much mi madre gets all moody and brings me down from my happy moods (everytime and successfully, might I add). Eventhough I try to enjoy the little things in life that make me happy, I still go out of my way to do things for my family and clean and TRY MY BEST to do what they ask to an extent.
But here is the thing. Am I the one who is being under appreciated, or am I simply being a spoiled brat?
My parents go to work everyday to bring home money to allow me to do what I want to do when I want to do it. So SHOULD I be submissive to their bickering and criticisms as long as I am living in their house?
Why isn't home life ever easy? Someone is always unhappy. :/
And I was so sad to have to take him home today :(
also, I was kinda being a bitch about him calling me verse me calling him. SORRY SUGARBOOGER!
The bed(s) didn't come, because Matress Wearhouse ran out of matresses, so my new bed(s) will be coming on either monday or wednesday. (I STILL wish that they could have called to tell us that they ran out instead of making us wake up at such an ungodly hour to wait for matresses that were not coming...)
The Sims 3 Ambitions FINALLY loaded and is working (after a full day to download) and is extremely addicting!
DRAMA
So today mi madre was at work and I got a knock on the door from a cop (I was scared sh*tless)
He gives me some court papers to give to mi madre regarding my aunt's will.
I call her at work and I continue to do my chores and clean and take care of mi familia with whatever else I can do to try to clean the house.
She calls me back and gives me a lecture about getting a job and not spending so much time having fun. I had this same conversation with padre about a week ago, and he told me that he needed me to work around the house and clean up after everybody. AND THAT IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING! (Sorry; a little angry about the whole situation)
She doesn't give me a chance to get a word in about how padre said not to get a job, and continues to make me feel useless until I am almost in tears. THANKS MADRE :/
I try to enjoy life to the fullest and do things that make me happy, whether it is playing animal crossing or sims, to hanging out with friends and my boi. Everytime I seem to be enjoying myself too much mi madre gets all moody and brings me down from my happy moods (everytime and successfully, might I add). Eventhough I try to enjoy the little things in life that make me happy, I still go out of my way to do things for my family and clean and TRY MY BEST to do what they ask to an extent.
But here is the thing. Am I the one who is being under appreciated, or am I simply being a spoiled brat?
My parents go to work everyday to bring home money to allow me to do what I want to do when I want to do it. So SHOULD I be submissive to their bickering and criticisms as long as I am living in their house?
Why isn't home life ever easy? Someone is always unhappy. :/
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Wouldn't it be a cool job to have?
Glass Blowing
Think about it,
you get to make really cool things, you get to be using fire, and it is all hand crafted! (and nature crafted...but you get my point)
I would love to get creative and to make beautiful things out of glass from vases to sculptures to all sorts of handy things! LIKE SPOONS OR DINING WEAR!
I would love to get creative and to make beautiful things out of glass from vases to sculptures to all sorts of handy things! LIKE SPOONS OR DINING WEAR!
HOW COOL WOULD IT BE TO HAVE A BUNCH OF GLASS MADE HOUSEHOLD UTENSILS!
Or glass made anything at that!
I am such a dork! But I still think it would be really cool. I don't know if there are any classes at mi universidad that would be for glass blowing. I mean, it is KINDA dangerous and there is not a high demand for glass blowers and there is not a high demand for people who want to take glass blowing classes. If not as a profession, I still think it would be an awesome skill to have.
You can make gifts for friends, or sell some of the cool things you make through another store or ebay/amazon. AND a great conversation starter?
"What do you do in your spare time?"
"I BLOW GLASS B*TCH!"
"I BLOW GLASS B*TCH!"
How bad*ss!
Why aren't things working today?
I started installing the Sims 3 Ambitions game last night around 10pm.
ITS NOW 10am THE NEXT MORNING AND IT ISNT EVEN HALF-WAY DONE INSTALLING!!!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'll have to change the settings on my computer so that it will stop "sleeping" after 30minutes. I hope THAT helps.sleeping"
Also, today happens to be the SAME DAY that my bed(s) are supposed to arrive. The man that we bought the matress(es) from SAID that they would call between 7:30am and 9am THIS MORNING to deliever the matress(es).
I repeat,
IT IS NOW 10am!
Mi madre had to leave for some appointment, leaving me to watch the windows and listen for the phone call. RWAR. I DONT LIKE DEALING WITH PEOPLE IN THE MORNING! ESPECIALLY PEOPLE THAT DONT COME ON TIME!
***SIDENOTE***I figure that they have got better things to do or are really busy and have a tight schedule, but they should at least call to tell us that they are late so that we arent waiting around all morning for a delivery that may or may not be coming; based off of a promise made by a matress salesman***SIDENOTE***
so, GOOD MORNING WORLD! And I can only hope that things start going smoothly-err
ITS NOW 10am THE NEXT MORNING AND IT ISNT EVEN HALF-WAY DONE INSTALLING!!!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'll have to change the settings on my computer so that it will stop "sleeping" after 30minutes. I hope THAT helps.sleeping"
Also, today happens to be the SAME DAY that my bed(s) are supposed to arrive. The man that we bought the matress(es) from SAID that they would call between 7:30am and 9am THIS MORNING to deliever the matress(es).
I repeat,
IT IS NOW 10am!
Mi madre had to leave for some appointment, leaving me to watch the windows and listen for the phone call. RWAR. I DONT LIKE DEALING WITH PEOPLE IN THE MORNING! ESPECIALLY PEOPLE THAT DONT COME ON TIME!
***SIDENOTE***I figure that they have got better things to do or are really busy and have a tight schedule, but they should at least call to tell us that they are late so that we arent waiting around all morning for a delivery that may or may not be coming; based off of a promise made by a matress salesman***SIDENOTE***
so, GOOD MORNING WORLD! And I can only hope that things start going smoothly-err
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
DRAMA
UGHHH!!!!!!!!
So I checked my email to find out that A-man has been sending me ESSAYS of emails, and that he was planning on calling me tonight.
GREAT :/
I sent him an email back to let him know that I have gotten his emails, but that I do not want to talk to him and that I do not want him to call me tonight.
I REALLY hope he doesnt call me tonight.
I miss my boi already!!!
So I checked my email to find out that A-man has been sending me ESSAYS of emails, and that he was planning on calling me tonight.
GREAT :/
I sent him an email back to let him know that I have gotten his emails, but that I do not want to talk to him and that I do not want him to call me tonight.
I REALLY hope he doesnt call me tonight.
I miss my boi already!!!
1st of June!
So, freebies on neopets by going to www.neopets.com/freebies
and the sims 3 ambitions comes out today!
and the sims 3 ambitions comes out today!
What a dayy
So today, NO DRAMA!
A-man hasn't called in a full two days! YESS! (The Animal Crossing Victory song is playing in my head right now)
I had a very nice dinner with my family, and the mormon missoinaries (they were quiet so they werent so bad)
I took apart my bed so that when my new bed(s) come in tomarrow, there wont be any problem setting them up :D
I brushed kitty until he was nice and fluffy, and fed doggie some yummy leftovers from dinner.
and I feel really good about the way I look today :D. Twas a good day
A-man hasn't called in a full two days! YESS! (The Animal Crossing Victory song is playing in my head right now)
I had a very nice dinner with my family, and the mormon missoinaries (they were quiet so they werent so bad)
I took apart my bed so that when my new bed(s) come in tomarrow, there wont be any problem setting them up :D
I brushed kitty until he was nice and fluffy, and fed doggie some yummy leftovers from dinner.
and I feel really good about the way I look today :D. Twas a good day
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