This Dimension That I Live: 2011

Monday, May 16, 2011

I CAN Be An Artist

I always thought that the doodles I did were never anything special. I liked the way they looked but I NEVER thought I could do ART. I could never draw people or animals or pretty much ANYTHING well, so I doodled. To see that this is a form of art, made me start posting my art on deviantart. I got favorited and liked within the first 5 minutes of my submissions. I feel really confident that I have some raw talent and that I can actually do something with my art. Everyone is an artist. You just have to find out what type of art you are good at.

What Is The Cost Of Moving Foward?

To move foward in technology, and for all intensive purposes psychology, there end up being tests that are morally wrong to get answers. Makeup testing on animals can end up killing them. Testing drugs on monkeys can end up killing them. Doing tests to see how people react to certain situations when they are unaware can scar them for life. I wonder, where is the limit to what we can an cannot do to get our answers? Can we get the same results without harming other lives by testing on something that acts like a person or animal or is a replica of skin or a body so that we do not take away the one life that everything on this earth is entitled to have??

Weather Men, Then And Now

In one country, if a weather man predicts he weather incorrectly, he is killed.

Now I think that is a little extreme, but it really does piss me off when the weather men can pretty much guess the weather and keep their job. You would think that by now, with all the technological advances we have made, that we would at least be able to guess the weather right...

Example: I went to Ocean City Maryland one weekend, and it was supposed to be sunny and in the 70's there. When I got there it was in the 50's >.<

Displeased

So what do we do about it? Do we just keep trying to guess the weather or update or technology to make it more probably that we are guessing the weather right, and not just for the sake of me and my beach trips. No. But for people who have jobs where they work outside. For the predictions of flash lighting storms could save someone's life or the prediction for snow could save someone's time waiting for a flight that got cancelled because of snow. It would make things much more convinent and safe for everyone. So all you weather people. DO SOMETHING

Blog Dividing Up

Ok, so now I have created 2 other blogs to try to control what information goes where while I blog. I have created: http://niftythingsforadreamhome.blogspot.com/ for all of the items I want to add to a dream home that I will make for myself someday and http://dailydoseofcute3.blogspot.com/ for cute images of animals so I don't m ove away from the point I had in making this blog; as a diary.

I want this blog, This Dimension That I Live, to have a more sentimental meaning then just, ooh that is cool or ooh that was fun, but as a place where I can express my emotions where I am not judged and am able to learn about myself from things I posted in the past about how I felt and posts that I post now that will be past posts that I can look back on. Don't get me wrong, I WANT to post stuff that intrigues me, and that is why I have made a couple other blogs for it. But here, on this blog, it is going to be personal.

Friday, May 6, 2011

Woah...

I can totally see my brother having these sheets for his bed...

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

CUTE!

THIS GUY IS FREAKING ADORABLE!

THIS GUY TOO!!

Monday, May 2, 2011

Life Lessons

If you get knocked down: get right back up

Trust anyone until the give you a reason not to

Don't hold grudges

Say all that you need to say

Plan out your future or you won't have one

Music is medicine, but children are the cure

Be willing to give up material things in order to make someone else happy

Sleep is always important

Do not set your life around your job or your job around you life. Life and work are all about balance

Be open to all opinions and thoughts

Try your best not to judge

If you feel that something is wrong, it probably is, so trust your gut

Candy is only acceptable over the age of 16 for sad days or for period days. Otherwise you will get fat.

A lie is a passageway to a greater truth

Always keep your guard up

Accept that life is hard, and take care to appreciate the little things

Animals are a great source of comfort

The Devil Side

So when I was upset at my so called friend who decided to drop me I figured, might as well tear this sucker down off of his high chair and let him know what he is messing with.

I got really nasty and said some horrible things which he retaliated with horrible things to say back. I figured, that if that bridge is really burned I might as well enjoy the flames.

I do not feel guilt, he brought this on himself. I am sure I will receive backlash from my actions, because karma comes back around but I really wanted to let him know that he can not do that to people. He can not just decide to be a jerk and to treat people badly because he is in a bad mood. I hope from this he thinks twice before acting that way. I am still very angry at this kid, and I want to get revenge but I will try to get past it. I hope I made him cry and if not I gave him something to really complain about. I do not play the victim, I do not cause drama, I am not a butterface, and I have self respect. I really hope this kid dies a long painful death.

Osama Bin Laden is DEAD

Okay, so apparently Osama Bin Laden is now dead. Shot in the head and buried at sea. I thought the guy was dead years ago....

But what to do with this information? Celebrate>? Take it as a win for team America? Or take the other approach where we look at our population in disdain for celebrating a man's death. I am sure many people celebrated at Hitler's death, but does that make it right?

Interesting fact: Hitler was killed on April 30th, Osama Bin Laden was killed on May 1st

We look at it as a celebration because he was the main conspirator who made 9/11 happen. Many people died as a result of this man's plan to get revenge or to scare America and Americans. But since then, there has been a man hunt searching for him, The Iraq/Iran War, and much hatred towards people of Muslim decent from this country and hatred from the rest of the world against America.

Does the death of this man actually have any importance to the war on terror?

My opinion, is that while this event may have little significance in the big picture, it unites and gives closure to those Americans who were deeply effected by the 9/11 attacks. For them it brings peace and for them I hope they celebrate. The nay sayers who say we should not celebrate over a man's death, do not look at it as an opportunity to unite the country, at least for a single day.

Mission accomplished soldiers, now we have some closure. Today we celebrate, and tomorrow we move on with our lives.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

People...

I really do hate people. I especially hate people who are so easily convinced that they listen to whatever the group says and turn on their real friends.

You see, after I got in that fight with my friend that I left at JMU, for some reason my other friend who I had NO problems with, went and started a fight with me, saying that I have no self respect or dignity. You see, I have more respect for myself than I do of most people. This kid, wouldn't even talk to me face to face. Wimp. The sad thing is that I really was this kid's friend. Now he can chill with his pot head friends and hopefully die a very painful long lasting death. I don't ever want to see that kid again.

It also makes me think. Is it me that is the problem or am I right in hating people who I think use me, abuse me and do not treat me right.

I honestly do not care too much about it anymore. Haters gonna hate, but people are always going to bring me down. But I wont let them. Not me.

I am happy with who I am. I am beautiful, and I am smart. I am going to keep being me and I am not going to break because other people do not understand. I am not one for drama except on television. I am not for fake people except on television. I want to live life with the LEAST amount of drama possible. Too bad others do not see me that way.

Kings Dominion!

I went to KINGS DOMINION with GMU Saturday! YAYYY FUNN!

I rode the INTIMIDATOR 305

and the ANACONDA

and the FLIGHT OF FEAR

and the HURLER

and the SHOCKWAVE

it was tons ov fun

I also won DOMO out of a claw machine and won a toy monkey in a guess my wieght contest

The lady guessed 135lbs

She was off by A LOT :D

Friday, April 29, 2011

Coffee Spill

So I had a cup of coffee

Luckily, it was half full and completely cooled down at this point...

But my friend SPILLED the entire rest of it on me

All over my chest, legs and feet.

It was a mistake....

It wasnt hot

It wasnt too bad

BUT it was sticky and stained my pants, shirt, socks and purse.

>.<

Mason Day 2011

I had a really great time at Mason Day.

Free Admission for students

It was kinda cold, but still a nice day

Free rides

Free caricatures

Free food

Free other random stuff

Royal Wedding?

Well, I was not one of the bajillion people who got up early to watch the royal wedding or someone who has watched the wedding even now, because simply I do not care.

Josh.0 blogged about the royal wedding and gave a very useful link:

http://www.whyamericansshouldcareabouttheroyalwedding.com/

Alls I know is that yes, she was a commoner, and yes he is a prince. But really. He is not attractive and who really cares about royalty at all anymore anyways? Royalty does not mean anything except that you get to be rich and associated as some sort of leader of your country (when you really do not have any responsibilities involving leading) Pretty much a figure head.

Only good thing is now all those princess wannabe hopefuls we be able to see that after you marry the prince, it does not just happen to be a "happily ever after" moment. No. Life goes on.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Pictures for each post :3

So now I am posting pictures for all my posts :)

Also my "c" key just got stuck and broke. but I fixedd it!

Poor Puppy :(

My poor puppy dog was pooping blood yesterday :(

I sent my parents to send her to the vet while I was at class

and I sent my brother to pick her up after she was done :)

Now she is on new medication and new dog food. I hope she makes a speedy recovery :)

FINISHED EVERYTHING....WAIT...

I FINISHED EVERYTHING!

Or so I thought.

Now I have

1. another history paper (shorter than the last one thankfully :3)

2. Praxis revision

3. IT worksheet

4. glue the barn house to the display

That is all I remember having to do at least....there MAY be more, but I am NOT doing it today.

Why?

Because I just started bleeding out of my...girl area...so I refuse to work anymore today :)

Monday, April 25, 2011

Water Mine or Bust

So it was hot as....you know...today and I wanted to go to the lazy river

At the Water Mine.....

Water Mine isn't open yet. I learned from first hand experience.

Rwarr

Sunday, April 24, 2011

FINISHED MY HISTORY ESSAY :D

FINISHED MY HISTORY ESSAY! YAYYYY

GOOD

it is now 11 pages long, which might be too much....Whatever

I don't even care anymore.

I hope he doesn't take off points (the professor that is) but if he does, I do not really care.

I spent enough time on that paper and now I am DONE WITH IT :D

RWARR

Go Ahead and TRY

Avril Lavigne: Nobody's Fool

Fall back

Take a look at me and you will see that I'm for real

I can feel only what I can feel and if that don't appeal to you

let me know,

and ill go

'cause I flow,

better when my colors show

And that's they way it has to be,

honestly

because creativity could never bloom

in my room

I'd throw it all away before I lie

So don't call me with the compromise

hang up the phone

I got a backbone stronger than yours

If your trying to turn me into someone else

it's easy to see

I'm not down with that

Yea, I'm nobody's fool

If your trying to turn me into something else

I've seen it enough and I'm over that

I'm nobody's fool

And if you wanna bring me down

GO AHEAD AND TRYY

I don't know what this song was written for exactly other than the conclusions I can come to about it.

Alls I knows is that today I found another person using me. Except this one wanted me only for my body.

He was someone who I thought was a friend. I found out he got a new girlfriend and I had noticed that he had stopped texting me since.

So being me, I confronted him. Saying that I know about you having a girlfriend and everything but why did you stop talking to me>?

He said he was busy

I said BS

He said because since he was with this new girl that he did not want to talk to an old crush

I said I thought we were friends

He said we were never friends

WOAH NO HE DID NOT!

I said then why were you talking to me and trying to hang out with me. You were using me!

He said no he wasn't

I said yes he was

He said I was using you for 'fun'

WOAHHHHHHHH

yea. So I put that guy in his place

He knows that he is the hole in which a person poops and I hope to never talk to THAT guy again.

So two people in two days trying to mess with me>? THIS ENDS NOW

Progress?

Okay, so I did the Reflection essay (in class writing, same thing)

and the wiki

and I outlined my entire History Essay.

Now I need to write my history essay, write my praxis III outline, write my praxis III paper, and go to WalMart to buy stuff for my diorama I am making tomorrow.

Still a lot to do, and I SHOULD start now....Ill start at 2.

Proflowers

I bought my mom some flowers for Easter :)

Easter Sunday

So it is Easter, the first Easter my family is not getting together for an Easter dinner.

It is kinda sad actually. I really do love my family and it breaks my heart that we can't change our busy schedules, even for one day.

My mother's side of the family used to go and have an Easter dinner with green beans and ham and we would color eggs and have an easter egg hunt where we would collect the boiled colored eggs. My grandmother died and left the house to my aunt, who died a month after my grandmother.

The family has not been the same since. My uncles wont talk to us and the large family of 6 (grandma, aunt k, uncle p, uncle b, aunt j and my mom) is now a family of 2 (aunt j and my mom). And we hardly get to see my aunt j and her family more than once or twice a year.

My dad's side usually has an easter dinner, where all the family shows up and we eat and talk the whole time. We used to do easter egg hunts where the eggs were made of plastic and filled with change. Now this year, no one has time.

So we bought a ham (that I cant eat) and we will have an easter dinner. Just the 5 of us. Some family is better than no family I guess...

Saturday, April 23, 2011

JMU is a BUST

Welll.....

So I was going to JMU to party with my FRIENDS and RELAX...

I drove 2 hours there, in the rain for the person I went with to ditch me for his EX girlfriend...

WOW

and no one else wanted to hang out with me....

Or let me stay in their room :(
SO I said forget it and told my friend that I wanted to go home that night.

He wouldnt listen to me when I told him I would give him all night.

Also he PROMISED he was over his EX (I only care because she treats him so bad) but he is a love sick puppy dog and keeps trying to get back with her,

So pretty much, I said forget it and left him there.

Drove another 2 hours to get home.

YAYYYYYY >.<

Friday, April 22, 2011

So here is the plan

Hokay. This is what I am going to do.

Wiki and in class essay: today
Praxis outline: Saturday
History biography: Sunday
Praxis paper: Sunday-Monday
Group project diarama: Monday (8am)Creativity journal: Tuesday
Next history essay: Friday
Chill about the job
Go to Easter with the fam for a couple hours to relax
Go to class and learn
Go to Thirty Seconds to Mars concert and enjoy myself

Oh Hell Week, I havent missed you even a little bit

UGHHHH

I AM MAJORLY STRESSED OUT!

1. I HAVE A WIKI PAGE DUE BY SUNDAY (NCLC 203)
2. AN IN CLASS WRITING DUE MONDAY (2-3 pages) (NCLC 203)
3. A PRAXIS ESSAY DUE THURSDAY (7-10 pages) (NCLC 203)
4. A HISTORY BIOGRAPHY ON JOAN OF ARC DUE THURSDAY (6-8 pages) (HIS 100)
5. A CREATIVITY JOURNAL DUE BY WEDNESDAY (has not been assigned yet) (NCLC 103)
6. A NEW JOB STARTING UP SOON (administrative clerk for DCAA Herndon)
7. ANOTHER ESSAY FOR HISTORY DUE NEXT THURSDAY (HIS 100)
8. A DIARAMA PROJECT TO DO WITH A PARTNER WHERE WE MEET UP ON MONDAY TO DO (NCLC 103)

ANDDDDD I AM GOING TO JMU THIS WEEKEND UNTIL SATURDAY
EASTER IS SUNDAY
CLASS ON TUESDAY
THIRTY SECONDS TO MARS CONCERT ON WEDNESDAY

....WHEN AM I SUPPOSED TO GET ALL THIS STUFF DONE?!?!!?!?!?!

Garnier Fructis Biodegradable Shampoo

I stopped washing my hair in March...I think. Because I wanted to be more "green" and I read a post on Stumbleupon that was talking about this girl who stopped washing her hair and it was healthier and looked better because of it. Also it was better for the enviornment to not send all these chemicals in shampoos and conditioners into our waterways through the drains of our showers.

So I was doing that for a while. My hair felt healthier at first, had more volume, but it had more dandruff and a musky-esk sort of smell. I was starting to wavier into switching back to my old shampoo because I wanted my hair to smell better but I resisted.

As I continued washing my hair with soley water, it got harder and harder to manage, with it being less curly and more dried out and easily frizzable. Then I was on Facebook and I saw an advertisement for thie new shampoo that was 94% biodegradable. It is not 100% but it is a lot for a shampoo to do so I wanted to support that going green endevor and bought a bottle with friz controllers and styling gel (98% biodegradables) and used it last night and today.

It looks simply lovely :) my hair has more volume, is curlier, smells better and looks HEALTHY. And I am helping fund a cause to go more green! I am really excited about this new shampoo and I am going to try to get the conditioner to make it even better :)

Meatless Big Mac

So before becoming a vegitarian, I LOVED Big Macs from McDonalds.

One night I was craving one and I was complaining to my dad when he said "Why don't you order one without the meat patties?"

I wanted to but I was too embarrassed of what the people in the drive-thru might think of me.

One night, my friends and I were driving around and they were getting McDonalds

(We were out at 2:00 AM and Taco Bell was closed)

My friend asked for me, and they did it!

IT WAS DELICIOUSLY AWESOME!~~

It tasted EXACTLY THE SAME as if the meat patties were there.

I am going to get SOOOO FAT from eating these meatless Big Macs all the time. :3

So we finally got a new refrigerator after finally moving a cabinet over the area where the fridge was supposed to be.

(the cabinet prevented us from getting any fridge that was tall...)

It's pretty cool. It has a lot of room and it has the freezer in the lower drawer and an ice maker! yayyyyy

Two Eggs

I have been doing this new thing where I am trying to be even healthier O.o

I am trying to start eating 2 boiled eggs a day. For protien :D

Thursday, April 21, 2011

I tried to boil another egg

Long, boring story short, I undercooked it. It was all gooey :(

Shopping Therapy

So after my miserable failure as a presenter in class, I went shopping for work clothing (which I had none) and bought 4 pairs of work pants, 4 blouses, 2 belts, 3 dresses, 3 pairs of earrings, a jacket, and 2 pairs of shoes.

I am a thrifty person (or so I like to think...) and I did not spend more than $40 per item.

Problem is I bought 19 items....

$600

My dad is going to KILL me

So That Stupid Project I Worked So Hard On?...

I bombed the presentation. In a bad way :(

I tried to start the presentation with some comedy. No one laughed, and no one smiled. So OF COURSE I freeze up. I started to shake, I talked softly, I did not explain the poster in its entirety. It was bad news....bears.

So after, I took the working clock mechanism out and threw that stupid project that I worked ALL WEEKEND on in the trash :/

I wanted to keep it, but it was just so big, and I would have no where to put it and I did not want to keep something that would remind me as to how much I fail at public speaking.

Future me, please tell me that you are good at that sort of thing?

Monday, April 18, 2011

STUPID PROJECT THAT TOOK ME ALLLL WEEKEND TO DO

GAHHHHH

IT IS DONE!

YAYYYY

The Crazy Stuff I Wear 4

I was wearing a dress, tights and rainboots :D

I was wearing a dress, bolero, heels and necklace :D

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Nail Polish of the Week

This week, the polish is both blue and sliver :D

The Crazy Stuff I Wear 3

A new flower dress from Nordstrom's , with my hair tied back in a "poof", a shell necklace and high heels.

I like :3

The Crazy Stuff I Wear 2

I wore a striped shirt with jeans and my skull chucks with a flower in my hair and a karma necklace.

I still think I look cute :3

The Crazy Stuff I Wear

I went out wearing an over sized KISS t-shirt, a plaid mini skirt, gray tights and my hair down.

I think it looks cute :3

I Cooked a Boiled Egg, ALL BY MYSELF

Here is how I did it, for all those that are cooking retards like me:

1. Put the egg in water (doesnt matter how much), in a pot (doesnt matter how big or small), on the stove with the flame burning (doesnt matter high or low).

2. Keep the flame burning until the pot starts making bad/weird noises. (This usually means that the water is starting to boil).

3. Take the pot off the stove (use mittens) and put it your empty sink.

4. Drain the water from the pot and put the egg in a new bowl with cold water in it.